funny thing about forgiveness..the give part just sometimes doesn't happen like you thought it did.
then, turns out you've only intellectually forgiven, not really faced the pain head on and forgiven the inflictor of that pain.
seems like i'm still caught in the circle of bitterness and missing a great deal -i know i was worse once, hard to believe there could be a worse than what is now- of what is positive. still attracting the negative.
still attatched to the pain.