so, today i officially accepted christ in my life.
now, i'm not so sure how i feel about it. this afternoon, i was feeling pretty good and i still think i did the right thing..i am catholic, afterall; i do intellectually accept christ as spiritual saviour and as god, have done for years.
but actually using an act of will to accept on faith, this is another thing entirely.
it feels liberating.
my sister asked me if i'm changing religions.... because i used different terminology, i guess. and the answer i gave her is no. i just have a personal jesus (all hail depeche mode, if you please), now, instead of angry god syndrome. so i think of it as more of a renewal, a rediscovery of something which holds a deeper changed meaning.